unhappy contemplative mature adult man thinking in dark room, depressed sulking male pondering

40s adult alone anguish caucasian contemplation contemplative dark depressed depression emotion facial grief hair health heartache heartbreak hopelessness lethargic lethargy lonely male man mature melancholic melancholy mental misery mourning negative one people person pessimism pessimistic poignancy pondering procrastination real room sadness solitude sorrow sulking thinking unhappy unkempt