portrait of aimless unmotivated mature adult male rethinking

40s adult aimless alone apathetic caucasian contemplation depression depressive despair desperate dull emotional erratic facial grief grieve hair hangover haphazard headache helpless home humdrum indifferent indoor male man mature miserable misery people portrait powerless prosaic real rethinking sadness serious stubble think unambitious unexciting unhappy unkempt unmotivated weak