old pensive man grounded deep in thought

age aged alone and answers awake beard bearded broken caucassion change choice closed companion confession deception decisions deep denial depression divorce divorced domestic family faraway glasses grounded hardship health heartbreak hindsight hopeless illness judgement life lifestyle lost love man mental mood moody old overwhelmed past patience pensive prison proof redemption reflect reflecting reflection relationship relationships retired retiree retirement sad secret secrets seeking seperation single solitude sorrow thought time violence weary whilst