despair on white paper

conformity recovered despair white paper hopelessness depression sadness grief desolate misery anguish suffering pain agony despondency melancholy wretchedness heartache desperation distress forlornness dismay bereavement doldrums disheartenment dejection discouragement lamentation defeat downheartedness woe disconsolateness resignation regret abandonment hopeless situation sorrow dreariness tragedy languish angst pessimism dark times unhappiness emotional utter bleakness mental loneliness disappointment inconsolable downfall dreary