a depressed and sullen middle aged man sulks and thinks while sitting by himself at a park

40s aged alone ancestry asian belly chinese contemplating contemplation crisis deep depressed early emotions filipino gen gray grief guy inside internalizing life lonely lonesome looking malaysian male man meditation mid middle middleaged outdoor outside overcoming overweight pain park pensive ponder psychology reflection relationship relaxation rural sensitive shirt shouldering singaporean sitting solitude sorrow southeast sulks sullen sunny thai thinking thinks trouble vietnamese vulnerable warm weather windy